12 April 2012 by ParkerReno

Big(?) Announcement: Xzst Gaming

If you managed to see an obscure tweet of mine stating very simply that I would be taking a back seat role in LLG you are one of very few.  I am now taking the time to write out a blog post finishing that thought and might put out a video about it later today.  At this time I am not planning to leave LLG, rather focus my efforts on a new team/ organization called Xzst Gaming, however, if it is wanted for me to leave LLG I am semi-prepared to (I do manage a few things within the organization that I would have to assign to someone else, though, and I would keep the LLG xbox account).  Now to explain what will change, if you are a subscriber/ fan of mine, you probably won’t see much change, but if you are a subscriber of LLG you will notice I will not be posting often (if at all) and will not be focusing my efforts on maintaining LLG related stuff, instead having someone else take charge of my responsibility.  Now you may be thinking about the announced LLG montage; I will, if necessary, edit it, but I would prefer for someone more actively involved in LLG to edit it as I have Xzst related videos I am currently working on.  Regarding the podcast I will still join it if I am still wanted, though listeners know I already don’t say much in it :)

My reasoning for joining (well more or less starting) Xzst was simply for a little bit of change in venues and to create something new building off of what I have learned with LLG.  I am doing much more things from scratch (the website was ‘coded*’ completely by me, unlike the LLG website) to make things more flexible for me.  We hope to create a quality feeling for Xzst and have zero hate or hard feelings towards LLG.  I encourage you to check out the Xzst website and to subscribe to the channel (but also keep watching LLG, I know they have some good stuff coming!)  The other co-founders of Xzst and I have been hard at work creating the various sites of Xzst and we hope you guys like them and come along for the ride!  We plan to have a montage out shortly, though we do not have a date, yet.

If you have any questions feel free to leave a comment or tweet at me!

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5 April 2012 by ParkerReno

There is a man…

He walks through the damp morning air, the hard grey sidewalk beneath him.  He approaches his destination, the smooth stone piercing through the fog.  He can see nothing else, no one else, he is all alone.  He takes a deep breath as he begins to walk across the dew covered grass; emotion is beginning to overwhelm him.  A knot forms in his stomach, his eyes start to water, why can’t he stop this?  He has done this everyday for the past year.  He slowly places the flowers down.  Red flowers.  He immediately begins to flash back.  He is there again.  His friend is back, but he knows he won’t be for long.

 

To be continued.

 

 

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22 February 2012 by ParkerReno

random post

I’m laying here, in bed, not tired. I don’t know what to do, I have no other options and the boredom is setting in. I had a great dream two nights ago and I really want to revisit it, but if that wasn’t difficult enough I am not tired right now. I have been thinking about some big things (and the smaller, less important things) a lot recently and it isn’t fun. Even though this blog is really more of a diary, there are things I would rather not share on it. I have lost my train of thought at this point… Well thank you Robert and Jonathan

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12 February 2012 by ParkerReno

now powered 100% by wordpress

I didn’t want to use a plain old website when I could just use my wordpress site easier, so I switched my blog to my homepage and am migration the pages over.  If old links don’t work, tweet @ParkerReno and I will attempt to fix it.

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29 January 2012 by ParkerReno

Brain dump: Motivation

yup, I let it die again.  I also started this post with a lowercase letter which is now driving me crazy, but I refuse to change it.  I also feel like a copycat because I saw a friend reviving his blog, but this was not my intent, I have been meaning to do this for a while.  “Why did you take so long to do this?” you may ask (or you might not), well I have had a problem with motivation and having fun recently.  I have been lacking motivation (and a girlfriend (or dates at all (MORE NESTED PARENTHESES!))) in my life; why do I do what I am doing?  I have been trying to figure this out and I still haven’t found an answer, it really is a fascinating question and its answer is definitely not simple.  Currently, I have quite a few friends and some hobbies, but I didn’t in 6th grade.  In 6th grade I was somewhat (READ: very) antisocial and pretty much zero hobbies, but more motivation.  One would originally think having more friends would give you motivation to do things, but it seems it doesn’t, why don’t they give you a reason to keep going?  Well I think having something means you lose motivation to get things (if that makes sense).  *DEVICE DISCONNECTED* <- the connection to my brain’s raw output was lost :(  I shall do another post at a different point in time, perhaps a continuation of this!

 

I love writing in these brain dumps, they are like commentaries that I just type out and I plan on doing them more often, even if I am the only one reading them.  You may notice they have a different writing style than a formal writing; this is because it is more or less a raw output from my brain.

 

EDIT: I am working on finding a theme I like for my blog.

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27 July 2011 by ParkerReno

The Human Brain is Strange (at least mine)

I think I said I would blog more often last time I posted (or something like that,) well I guess that didn’t happen.  Exactly 2 weeks later I still haven’t really felt the urge to write until now.  I have released a few Black Ops commentaries that were pretty good, in my opinion.  Doing commentaries is like blogging, but instead of having to use a keyboard to let it flow out, you can just talk, which feels really nice when I have a lot on my mind or I am stressed.  Now that little intro is over, to the main topic: When working on my own stuff I don’t always feel all to motivated until the last minute (like on school work) or barely at all (my website), but now with the the LLG crew starting to become more serious about the clan/ channel/ website, I am feeling motivated to learn lots of stuff.  An example of this is I am most likely going to learn motion tracking for the montage.  Now to put that to good use I will also be learning some 3d modeling either through Blender or 3ds max.  I am also going to be learning even more about Vegas and later I am going to (hopefully) teach myself HTML5 and CSS3 to work on the website more.  FINALLY I am going to try and get back into programming and possibly release a LLG app on the WP7 marketplace.  That was all motivated by LLG and I don’t feel the same motivation from my own site.  Isn’t that strange?

 

Hopefully I will be posting again soon!

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13 July 2011 by ParkerReno

Hey, it’s been a while.

I really must apologize for not posting on my blog in a while!  School just takes me out of the mood for writing and when I don’t write on here, I really don’t have much of a blog, so I will try to use this more often.  I am currently working on revamping my website so it works more like it should right now as a hub of sorts.  In other news I now have a HD capture card and more black ops commentaries are on the way!

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22 April 2011 by ParkerReno

I hate Facebook

Facebook, something that has become part of most teenagers’ lives.  I hate it.  But don’t worry, this post will be a bit longer than that and I think I will mention what it used to be, a nice place to communicate with people, play a few casual (completely free) games and stalk peoples’ pictures.  Now it has become a place where companies like Zynga make big bucks by selling people virtual items, spam galore whether it be on you wall, messages, chat or even that game that used to be AWESOME!  Well, I was bored so I wrote this.

 

Off Topic: You can now log into my blog via Twitter (not Facebook, yet).  Be sure to check out ConradCentral!

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16 April 2011 by ParkerReno

Minecraft–Boring?

Let me start this post off by saying I got the idea to post this after X (the creator of the best Minecraft LP) posted something similar, I have not read the entire post as it is truly a wall of text, but feel free to check it out here. (It is much better than this post)

My History in Minecraft

Minecraft is a truly amazing game and I can still truthfully say that I love it, even after purchasing it (in Alpha) about 7 months ago, the same is not true for something like Call of Duty: Black Ops (which I got about 4 months ago), though I can say I am started to be a little bored by it.  The game has lost a lot of its excitement for me, but the path I have taken while playing this game is a bit different than most, I started my own Multiplayer server less than a week (about 4 days) after buying the game.  Now this was way back, and I mean before redstone and minecarts worked (they actually made the whole server miserable and often crashed it), but it was fun none the less.  One thing I didn’t play until fairly recently, meaning about 2 months ago, is Single Player, the core part of Minecraft.  When I first entered the world of Single Player I had a very hard time adapting, no people to talk to, no spawning item, but also less glitches.  I have nothing against single player, but I will say I prefer multiplayer as it has other people to play with.

How I Play

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I honestly don’t think I enjoy the game as much as many other players, I love knowing EVERYTHING!  Now this is great in school and most things related to computers and gaming, but it isn’t the best for Minecraft.  Now I am not saying you should be clueless and not know how to move your character or make a pick, but the way I used the wiki, the forums, and a variety of YouTube videos to learn everything about the game took away the excitement of the game for me.  If someone doesn’t know why something is happening or is wondering how to do something on a video, I know, and it can be irritating to me not being able to explore.  That said, I have not lost all the enjoyment in the game, but I can’t make it past making a house and gathering materials.  I am a fairly creative person, but I don’t know what to do in Minecraft, exploring used to be pretty cool, but now everyone has seen it all, so why would you venture off in a direction for an hour?

The Nether (and the Halloween update)

It sounded awesome!  Another dimension to explore!  Ghasts, zombie pigmen, portals, lanterns and more!  Now people rarely use the nether.  Why?  It is a place to die, there is almost no reason to use it!  But, this could have been different had lanterns actually made it into the game and required that you visit the nether to get materials for them.  This is easy, most likely notch still has some of the code for lanterns and he could implement them into the game and give the nether some use.

The Lag

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While this isn’t exactly about Minecraft being boring, it has definitely made a lot of people leave the game (myself almost included).  Minecraft has become near unplayable on my laptop (which got about 60-80 fps when I bought the game) as it gets between 6-18fps and nearly none when recording.  Luckily it was about time for me to get a new computer, but the thing is, my laptop isn’t really underpowered, in fact it was one of the best ones you could get when I bought it 3 years ago.  My new desktop can get as much as 400fps with settings adjusted accordingly, but it gets around 60-90 maxed out on any resolution texture pack, tested up to 128x.  The thing is though, I got an amazing deal on my desktop at $650 (plus $80 for a monitor) but it has about $900 of components in it (if you were to build it) or about $1,500- $2k if you bought a mac with similar or lower specs.  Minecraft needs to be optimized for less powerful computers (more mainstream ones like my laptop) if it wants its players to remain loyal.  I do understand that Minecraft does do a lot of stuff and is more advanced (believe it or not) than a lot of games, but there are mods that optimize it (even for integrated graphics!) and Notch should seriously think about adding some of them to the game.

Wrapping up

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Minecraft is an awesome game and I plan on playing for a long time, but it will definitely need some things added to improve gameplay.  I know that the game is still in Beta and I am truly grateful that the Mojang team (notch in particular) has allowed us the play the game while it is till being coded and I think that it will be the best it can be by the time it is released on 11/11/11, though I do not like that they set a “due date” for it to be done as I do not want them to rush through it or compromise the quality of the game just to get it out on a specific date.  Finally, I would like to thank Notch, for making the game, Skullflag44 and Conrad12, for introducing me to the game, X, for convincing me to buy the game, and all the people (especially those with British accents) who have played with me on my server!

 

Wow!  Thanks for reading my post and I hope you enjoyed it.  Please remember this site is still on a subdomain but it will be up on a top level domain shortly!

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13 April 2011 by ParkerReno

Welcome to My Blog!

Hi everyone,

I am still working on getting all aspects of my site up and running, this blog included, but for  the most part it should be usable by the general public.  If you have any suggestions for my blog or website, be sure to tell me as I love your feedback.h

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